We met and woke up Together In 2003
Three years after our 180° spiritual intervention moment, we stood together on 08/08—our wedding day—forever changed.
That day marked the beginning of a life of deep spiritual awakening, ascension, and Divine direction.
In 2008, we launched our first website—YouWantThis.org—guided by Spirit to share what was happening to us. Within months, it reached thousands across the globe, ranking #1 or #2 for ascension and awakening symptoms.
Then came the message:
“Stand down. Shut it down.” So we did.
Now, 14 years later—out of nowhere—we heard it again:
“Stand up. Go back online.” And here we are. Sharing from lived experience, spiritual scars, and a whole lot of hope. This is it.
Welcome. Let’s walk this together.
Ascension Is About Your Personal Integration.
You're leaving the old world behind and
becoming fully alive inside the new one.
Throughout this Journey. You'll discover Ascension is a process filled with Phases,
Stages, Symptoms and Signs. Ascension isn’t floating away to la-la land. It’s anchoring
5D energy into your everyday life.
And, that’s what brings Heaven to Earth.
So, What Is 5d Ascension?
5D Ascension is the process of raising our consciousness and vibration—individually and collectively—so that Earth's 3D self begins to reflecta higher-dimensional reality.
Survival → Sovereignty
Ego-led → Soul-led
"When this started happening to me, it didn't feel mystical. It felt weird."
The Ascension Phases (As We’ve Lived Them)
Below are the most common ascension symptoms
The Disruption & Activation
- Identity starts cracking Old beliefs collapse
- Relationships shift. Emotional purging intensifies
- You can’t unknow what you now see. It’s not wrong.
- It’s the beginning.
You can't unknow what you now see. It's not wrong. It's the beginning.
Continued Fears of Am I Crazy
You’re experiencing rapid expansion into multiple dimensions at the same time
and opening up. You have access to higher consciousness and energies. Your awareness
is heightened, you’re getting downloads and you’re remembering!
You’re just not used to it.
Continued Fears of Am I Crazy
You’re experiencing rapid expansion into multiple dimensions at the same time
and opening up. You have access to higher consciousness and energies. Your awareness is heightened, you’re getting downloads and you’re remembering!
You’re just not used to it.
Speak Coherently and Light Language
At times, you may find it difficult to speak coherently. You might open your mouth, and the words come out backward. You’ll struggle to remember simple words and meanings. You might find yourself speaking something that sounds gibberish.
This phenomenon is known as Light Language.
Ouch My Aching Everything
Since you're already in the process, here's something we didn't expect and that is...it can be painful. Plan on continued unusual aches and pains throughout different parts of your body. You are purifying and releasing, and, frankly transforming your Body, Mind and Spirit.
These are Sacred pains.
Feeling As Though You Are In a Pressure Cooker
Feeling as though you are in a pressure cooker or in intense energy; feeling stress. Remember, you are adjusting to a higher vibration and you will eventually adjust. Old patterns, behaviors, and beliefs are also being pushed to the surface.
There is a lot going on inside of you.
The Deconstruction
- Ego patterns surface
- Trauma cycles visible
- Stop blaming others
- Radical responsibility
You see where you were unconscious. This is humbling. That's growth.
You Have Created Your Worst Nightmare
You find yourself in a worst nightmare situation. Your soul is guiding you to stretch yourself where you were lacking, or needed shifting. Finding your way to peace through this situation is the test you have set up for yourself. You’ll have gratitude for the experience.
And become a different person
Life Changes out of no where
Your plans suddenly change and take a completely different turn. Your soul is balancing your energy, and it usually feels great in this new direction. Your soul knows more than you do, and it’s blocking your choices and vibration.
Get used to it.
Anxiety and Panic
Your ego is losing much of its identity and is terrified. Your system is also overloaded. Unfamiliar things are happening to you. You’re also losing survival behaviors from a lower vibration that developed in 3D. This may make you feel vulnerable and powerless.
You will experience profound love, safety, and unity.
Letting go Of Your Old Self
You’re simply not the same person you were before. You’ve cleared many of your old patterns and are now embodying a greater sense of light and a simpler, more purified divine self. As you evolve, you’ll experience this.
More than once.
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The Embodiment
- Nervous system stabilizes
- Respond, not react
- Energy feels clearer
- Peace over chaos
This isn't flashy. It's steady. It's grounded power.
Don't Feel Like it or Too Exhausted
You’re in a rest period, ‘rebooting,’ and your body knows what it needs. As you reach higher realms, ‘doing’ and ‘making things happen’ become obsolete because the New energies support the feminine energies of Receiving, Creating, and Nurturing.
Ask the Universe to ‘bring’ you what you want.
Life Changes out of no where
You’re simply not the same person you were before. You’ve cleared many of your old patterns and are now embodying a greater sense of light and a simpler, more purified divine self. As you evolve, you’ll experience this.
More than once.
There’s Something About Memory But I Forgot
Memory loss is a common occurrence, characterized by a significant amount of short-term memory loss and only vague recollections of the past. You find yourself existing in multiple dimensions at the same time. In Truth, your past is part of the 3d which will be gone forever gone.
Although, you may begin to remember past life .
Seeing the unseen and Hearing Telepathically
Your psychic abilities are about to soar. As you transition, you’ll experience different dimensions, all depending on your sensitivity and wiring. These “things” might be otherworldly and make you question your sanity again, but this is normal for everyone to some extent. This could even evolve into mediumship.
It did us.
Is This Happening to You?
You might be in ascension if:
- You feel detached from old identity roles
- You crave stillness more than stimulation
- You're sensing energy in your body
- You're seeing patterns in world events differently
- You no longer resonate with fear-based narratives
A Personal Note
What you’ll find here is based solely on personal experience—something we’ve
remembered, downloaded, been divinely shown, or lived through firsthand.
We’re here to share our experiences, strength, and hope. Our goal is to try and help
guide you on your path and help you find your truth.
We don’t offer ascension certificates, coaching, seminars, or operate an
“ascension school” and we don’t offer courses or magical formulas.
We have ascension scars and lived experience.
You’re ready.
Big Love, J and J
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