Ascension Journal

The Transmutation Process

Thereare certain times in our awakening when we are in the process of transmutationof lower vibrating energies, working through fear, betrayal, uncertainty, andwhatever caused your heartbreaks in the first place, and (transmuting them)into love, forgiveness, or simple acceptance.

Thereare times, both as the Collective One (cosmically) and in our individual“nows,” where a shaking out of lower vibrating energies occurs and feelsextreme and overwhelming.

For many of us, and you know who you are, this hasseemed exceptionally heartbreaking in recent weeks…or even years. It has mostcertainly appeared in the way of financial lack or what was once there suddenlyvanished. Relationships soured or completely fell away. Even health has beenchallenging for some during these times.

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Have You Truly Been Forsaken?

However,let me ask you a few questions: Are you hungry? Are you wet? Are you sheltered?Have you not been provided for?

Maybenot always as desired or as the ego wished, or the mind had planned…but haveyou not been taken care of?

Afterexperiencing lower vibrational people and energies, even after doing so much(inner work), you’re still experiencing anger, frustration, lack, fear,depression? Do you feel forsaken? You have not fallen off your path. It’s justdusty.

Infact, you are standing directly in it. For in this moment of despair,heartache, and pain, we finally surrender to something greater than ourselves:God.

Thisis THE Holy Moment, my friend…and in that moment you are connected to God in apersonal way.

Suffering Initiates the Remembering

Inshort, suffering initiates the Remembering Process.

It’ssimply the only mechanism available to humans that TRULY forces us to reflectwithin so that we can begin the process of Awakening to Truth and thenAscension, realizing Who we Truly are.

Tosuffer is not Divine, but there is definitely Divinity within your suffering.For once we experience suffering, we begin to reflect inward. The moresuffering, the more reflection. This is simply the mechanism that causes thereflection inward. The kingdom of heaven is within you.

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Reflective Thought Processing

Becausemost of us are afraid of our True Divinity, our minds search outwardly foranswers, truth, and confirmation. In reality, this is what I have referred toas Reflective Thought Processing.

Thisprocessing starts at birth, and because of how it’s all reflective of themaster software program, i.e. what society says, what is considered logic, whatothers tell you is right and wrong, what government says, religions, schools,etc… this is what we have been transmuting over the last few years. It is muchto transmute.

Notto mention what you’ve chosen to take on and transmute from a personal soullevel for this life and other lifetimes. I know there has been great pain andsuffering and confusion.

The Final Shaking Out

So,as these lower vibrations leave, it seems to attract more darkness.

Thisis because you’re literally watching the “darkness,” or lower vibrations, leavefor one last time. It “feels” like you’re experiencing them. Actually, as thelower vibrations leave, more Light, or Higher Vibrations, can come in. You see,the Light never left, but was simply waiting for you to make room.

This suffering has occurred to a specific “group,” andI am here to assure you that this Final Shaking Out was due to a massive changeoccurring, and a major influx of Light, which sometime in the very near future,if you haven’t already, you will start to experience.

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For Those Who Have Carried theWeight

Asfor those of us awakened and in the ascension process, we have experienced muchsuffering, have been invisible, taken advantage of, used, abused, dismissed,disrespected, unjustifiably wronged, and told we were crazy.

ANDthen to go through what we’ve experienced in just the last few weeks, and thenext months to come so… So, if you feel like you’re at the end of your rope,you’ve had it, you want to give up…you can’t do it anymore—

If you are stuck, blocked, experiencing lack, needingdirection, or just in need of Hope… you should know that change is currentlypassing through or just around the corner. (More on this in another blog post.)

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The Train Story

Ihave a story, which I’ve told many times, and it goes like this:

“There’sa New Train coming, and ALL are welcome. On this Train are your Heart’sDesires…you will never need or want for anything upon this Train. However,because this is such a High Vibrating Train, the only condition upon enteringis you bring no (baggage) whatsoever.

Haveyou ever felt like your Train had arrived and you were preparing to board, onlyto be stopped and stuck at security for a carry-on bag? Then, you leave the bagand try to board again, and again you’re stopped. You respond with dismay andconfusion, and are told you have a toothbrush in your back pocket?

Youmay become agitated as, after all, it’s only a toothbrush, right? You returntime and time again to board your Train, but you’re always stopped. And it goeson and on and on…Well, my friends, the lint has been shaken. In fact, you’regetting ready to board, but you’re totally naked/exposed…Egoless.

That’sright. No underwear…nothing. Now you can board. You see, there’s nothing tohide and nothing you could ever want or need upon this Train, including a newwardrobe ;-)”

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Step Aside and Allow Yourself toTake Over

So,I’m here to say: “Job well done.”

Youshould know that you’ve already put in the work and are now simply going to betaken care of. You should take each day as it comes, doing what you can andwhat you’re allowed. Do not try to force anything.

Donot allow fear or worry to enter your consciousness, although we are stillhuman and 3D concerns still try to make an attempt at our minds. Remember nowthat all your suffering and past works are now coming to fruition and will berealized and noticed.

Allowthe Universe to provide and take care of you. And allow your True Divine Self,Your Higher Self, to create and experience and take over. Step aside and allowYourself to take over.”

Final Thoughts

Theonly intent I have with this post is to give those who have felt much pressure,lack, and suffering some relief, and I hope this has been accomplished. Pleasecontinue to spread your Love and Light, as we know you have even through yourown personal suffering.

*Thismessage was given to me many years back. It was the first time I ‘felt” amessage coming from the other and the information flowed and I wrote it in onesitting in Peru.

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